Not Miserable.. .Just rly angry

Hey. Once again a bad bad day. Anyways let me tell u all about it.

Talent #10
I am very good on judging people and getting who they are right away.
-- Yesterday I trusted a guy. And it felt good despite the fact that I know him. I knew I couldnt trust him. I know who he is. I know what terrible things hes done (and i mean illegal) and yet i trusted him. Wrong move. He said he couldnt talk. He was at a friends house. He said he would help me today. So i trusted him. Today when he comes online its not him. It is his friend. And he told his friend about what i said. And it hurt. I know who he is and yet i still trusted him.

Talent #11
I am very good at being a terrible person/friend.
-- I had a friend once. A best friend, a friend like no other. And i loved her even though she thought that it was weird that i cared so much. She thought it was wrong that I loved her. I loved her as a sister. She didnt understand. I have not talked to her all summer. I was suppoused to do something with her yesterday. She ended up not being able 2. We fought. I was mean. Then i found out why she never texted me back. And i feel like a moron. But it really doesnt matter because she wasnt there for me when i cried. She ignored it. But i still love her even if she is afraid of being loved. And once again this is why i hate loving someone. Because love is really pain. And that is that. Dear friend of mine, if you ever read this... even years to come just know im sorry and that i will always love you.

So who am i?
Basically im just a terrible person.

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